Parachute

Ah. Finally it's up. A song at least.

Stories

Have you ever had that feeling like when you're writing a story.
You start out good.
You've got the story line in your head. Sounds pretty good.
You've got important characters in your head and the places for the characters.

So you write it down. You're writing like there's no tomorrow but then it gets crappy.
The story slowly deteriorates and it simply becomes bad and you have no idea on how to continue the story. The story line gets all messy and makes no sense at all.

So you just crumple up the paper, scrap it and throw it away.
You write another one after that.

I want to write a new story. With all the same characters but better.
I want to write a story where everything works out perfectly well.
A story that if anyone was ought to read it, they would be at peace of mind and thinking nothing could go wrong.

Fuck you metaphorical dreams.

All The Comedians.

Heard joke once.

Man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed. Says life seems harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world where what lies ahead is vague and uncertain.

Doctor says "Treatment is simple. The great clown, Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go and see him. That should pick you up."

Man bursts into tears. Says "Doctor, I AM PAGLIACCI!"


Good joke. You can't help others if you can't help yourself.

Scene Boy

I'M 16 MOM!!!!! HE'S ONLY 40 YEARS OLD!!!

Problem. Getting older. Not good.

Quote from my brother who quoted Dr. Cox,

"People are bastard coated bastards with bastard filling"

Unfortunately, that statement is the most true statement among all true statements.
Once you have seen peoples true faces and intentions, you will get what I mean.

At first I have not come to truly understand what it really meant,
and then these bastards come show their bastard faces to me and By God, they're hideous.

Pathos Verdes

See the chatbox? See Pathos Verdes?
Yeah. SAJA PANCIIINGG

But then, she got all anger.
Didn't want to talk to me =(
But then she was like SAJAAA PANCCCINNNG!! LOL!!

Kena balik. VERY NAICE!

SAJA PANCIING


Origin : Unknown. Probably from Abang Mukhlis.
Purpose : Nullifies everything.

Example :-

-Dude! Nak duit? Aku ada 50 ringgit. Nah.
-Thanks man!
-SAJAA PANCIIING
- : (

Whatever. I'm going to get more leaves than you. I'm so winning next time

Food and Comforters

I'm eating again.
How nice.
I'm sleeping again.
How nice.

I'm so used to my eating and sleeping pattern during the holidays, this new one since school started feels so weird and fucked up.
Okay, I just realized my lifestyle is extremely unhealthy.

One of my resolutions for this year was to lose weight and get fit.
That's not really working out >.>
I'm studying now. AWW YEAH
Form 4 shouldn't be so bad. It's all in the mind
I should stop thinking that it's going to be hard and that I'm going to fail.
They should stop doing that too.

Speaking of unhealthy habits, I'm in love with climbing haha.
Especially my house.
I can climb down, and get back up.
Should be no problem if i want to sneak out or anything.
NOT THAT I DO THAT PSH

Right. Previously I said I going to put a song up.
I will. Eventually.
Procrastination RULES

Parachute

Cause if I have to die tonight
I'd rather be with you
Cut the parachute before the dive
Baby don't you cry
You have to bring me down
We had some fun before we hit the ground

=)